i,
as a social 17 year old,
will probably have a harder time,
practically and emotionally,
with defooing than any adult.
i suppose being an adult comes with a sense of aloofness,
and i don't have that yet.
i don't and can't get away from my dad.
he's an atheist,
so that's not the problem.
what is the problem is his treatment of me.
he used to look at me as property.
that's how he justified beating me.
he stopped that long ago,
but he's still a ***.
but getting rid of him is pretty much out of the question anyways.
the real reason i'm posting this is:
i have friends with whom politics is not a concern.
religion is not a concern.
we don't talk about those things,
not because we avoid it,
but because there's other things.
i know though,
for a fact,
that they are diametrically opposed to my political and religious views.
if i ever brought them up for discussion,
i would annoy them,
but certainly not get anything through.
i don't really care, though.
i know that's the case,
but my friendships really don't involve these things.
should i care?
should i defoo?
«Je voudrais, et ce sera le dernier et le plus ardent de mes souhaits, je voudrais que le dernier des rois fût étranglé avec les boyaux du dernier prêtre.» Jean Meslier